Went Sentosa with Bird and B. After that meet up with Huiwen, Lynn and Szexuan. Tim and Weisheng came too. Went to David's grandpa's funeral at Bishan. Shufang is there too. Cab to Tim's. Then Home.
Its so weird now. I dunno how im feeling now. I guess its stress? studies, o level, test and many test, school, etc. Its not smiling inside, its cold and quiet. Nobody knows it. I doesnt want to show it out. All i hear now is the clock's ticking. I cant even feel my heart beating. I want to be like before, sorry that im like that. I dunno why i cant change back like before. Im sorry. I want to study as much as how i studied for N's. I need motivation. I dunno what gonna happen tomorrow, im not looking forward to it. I want the time to stop. I dun want to stay out, i dun want to spoil everyone's mood. I need somewhere quiet to think through everything. I love staying at home, my mom doesnt really nag at me anymore. She's being a nice soul now. Im tired, i know i need to sleep. But i doesnt want to. I dun want to dream, im afraid its a nightmare. Now I'm all alone Dreams are all forgotten and memories all turns rotten. I hear your voice, its never the same anymore. The only place where i wont think so much is in class. There's no time to think bout others. Classmates bring me joy. Its a nice class to be in. Teachers being nice, which makes me wanna go to school.
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JudyOng 10march1992 17 OutramSecondary bolditalics and underline
